Sign. Worst day of my life.
I wasn't able to concentrate the tuition's lesson, &i can't concentrate on what i'm doing.
I even fell down, cus i miss a step. My knees are dang pain now. My eyes were full of tear when i fell, but couldn't cry out. &my knees bled, for years since i fell &my knee bleed.
Naturally, i kept complaining of the pain. All dad could say was it's natural bla bla bla.
Forgotten what he said, can't be bother.

I had a bad day! *points at angel*
Ya' know why it's all because of last night.

You told my brudder i didn't care for you for the past few days or weeks.
Fine. I admit it cus it's true, because i'm busy. So i wanted to make it up to you when i'm free. I tried chatting with you yesterday, after that you jolly well went to chat with your friends.
It's fine, cus i'm not your anything, i can't control you, &also i broke your heart once, so i've totally no right to control you.
&now i know how important i'm in your heart, thanks for letting me know indirectly.
I could have took those time to sleep which i needed dang badly, do my tuition hw which i needed to hand in this morning, but why i went to chat with you.
I regretted wanting to chat with you.
Stop your crap can? I don't even think you like me already, so i think you should stop deceiving yourself.
You said you can change? But i don't think you change at all, yupps, maybe a lil only.
Now i know friends, sis, brudders come first than anything else.
I won't wanna start a conversation with you again.
Thanks for making my day a bad one, though i didn't appreciate it. Maybe it's payback time.
&actually i was so wanting to accept you again (i swear), but now i want to reconsider.
I don't want to have any regrets in my life.
&please don't say i never care for you, it's you who never make use of it.
That's all i've to say.

Sign. Was so uneasy during tuition class, there was tears in my eyes, but i managed to prevent it from flowing out.

&I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me